Phyllis, Will, Brian and I went to the 1640 Hart House last night. I wrote about this place before. It’s really fabulous. We had a great dinner, good wine and excellent company. I enjoyed myself. Afterward we went to the Club where we danced our heads off. It was a good evening.
Looking forward to Christmas Eve at my sister’s house. We’ll be having a prime rib dinner that my brother- in - law purchased. It’s enormous. It will feed seven people. I think he paid about $100 just for one piece of meat. It’ll be worth every bite. He makes it really good. If I haven’t said it before, he’s a fantastic cook.
I think I pissed off a couple people with yesterday’s gay Tom Brady post. Gosh, it’s not like being gay is an insult anymore. Geez, get over it. Do I really think he’s gay? Probably not. Do I care? Only if he’s going to make a pass my way. Enough about it...
So what are you doing for Christmas Eve? Last year I spent it going to the library and taking out a bunch of books, reading and going to bed early. It wasn’t the best Christmas last year.
Every once in awhile I still get weirded out: Thinking about the past, worrying about the future, wondering if I’m doing the right things. I guess that’s normal right? Last night after coming home from a good night, I was a little emotional. Can’t quite put my finger on it but maybe it’s just that there’s so much going on in my life both personally, professionally and emotionally I guess I just need to cut myself some slack. I don’t know.
Do you ever feel like you’re alone even when in a crowd or with a loved one? Sometimes I feel like that. I hate that feeling. Like no one is listening. Maybe that’s why I like my Blog: I get to be heard. I guess I need a lot of acknowledgement from others...society...in order to feel accepted, needed, recognized...loved.
Wow, that was pretty revealing. Got to bring that one up in therapy. Over and out...
Have a Merry Christmas!